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[04 Mar 2005|08:14pm] |
x\\ spell your name backwards: nnahgem x\\ have you ever had a song written about you: supposedly x\\ what song makes you cry: you're so great by blur, mad world by gary jules x\\ what song makes you happy: something that I can groove to x\\ what's your all time fav. song?: everything x\\ what do you listen to before you go to sleep: the hair dryer x\\ height: 5'7" x\\ hair color: brown x\\ piercings: two per ear, and hopefully more x\\ tattoos: cant wait for em
Right Now . . . x\\ what color pants are you wearing: blue jeans x\\ what song are you listening to: none x\\ what taste is in your mouth?: orange popsicle x\\ whats the weather like?: snowing x\\ how are you?: my back hurts and i'm moody x\\ get motion sickness?: i cant read in the car... x\\ have a bad habit?: too many x\\ get along with your parents?: eh..sorta x\\ boyfriend/girlfriend: nope x\\ have a current crush: yep x\\ have a big regret: many
Favorite . . . x\\ tv show: naked monkey wars x\\ conditioner: my hair is too short x\\ book: Mmm...not sure, pretty much anything fantasy or smutty. :) x\\ non alchohol drink: Water x\\ alchohol drink: used to be vodka, but now, I prefer to be sober. x\\ things to do on the weekend: sleep, eat, watch movies, eat.
Have You Ever . . . x\\ broken the law: unfortunately, yes x\\ ran away from home: no, although I've planned it several times and when I was little I used to pack a bag. x\\ snuck out of the house: yea, but it usually consisted of sneaking out to the driveway and catching things on fire x\\ ever gone skinny dipping: mhmmm, this summer x\\ made a prank phone call: I'm not sure if I have, cause I always giggle. But I know I've been around when Cori did. x\\ tipped over a portapotty: I just think thats mean. x\\ use your parents credit card: I dont like to waste money. x\\ skipped school before: once, and then got in a car wreck. x\\ fell asleep in the shower/bath: all the time x\\ been in a school play: every day of my life. x\\ had a boyfriend/girlfriend: a couple, one serious. x\\ had children: at least five by now x\\ been in love: maybe. I know I cared for the person a great deal. x\\ have a hard time getting over someone: boy do I ever. x\\ been hurt?: too many times to forgive, but not enough to know better. x\\ gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days: probably.
Random . . . x\\ have a job: I do bad with stress x\\ your cd player has what in it right now: a burnt CD with Rasputina and a string tribute to tool. x\\ if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: Rainbow. x\\ what makes you happy?: prozac. Quite literally. Hah, and uh, my wonderful friends. When people make good decisions, cats, feeling wanted or loved. x\\ the next CD you're going to buy: I'm too cheap for that.
When/What Was the Last . . . x\\ you got a real letter: I got one from Mrs. Olcott. x\\ got an email: today x\\ thing you purchased: lunch x\\ Tv program you watched: I dont remember. Maybe the weather channel x\\ movie you saw in the theaters: uhhh...harry potter 3? Something a real long time ago. x\\ kissed: scott's cheek. x\\ hugged: scott x\\ song heard: Whatever was playing on the stereo when I woke up. x\\ place you were [ besides home ]: school. x\\ phonecall: Jason x\\ you were depressed: Two seconds ago? x\\ you were in the hospital: Monday I think, I had to get an ultrasound.
When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . . x\\ car: lot x\\ murder: victim x\\ cape: canaveral x\\ penis: envy x\\ cell: phone x\\ shoe: tongue x\\ fun: sun x\\ crush: mush x\\ music: fuse x\\ chalk: rock
boredum. Updated finally.. probably wont be again for another two years.
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[08 Jun 2004|03:21pm] |
My outlook on summer is depressing. Its going to be me all by myself, sitting on my ass. I couldnt wait for school to be over. But now I'm so bored. My friends all have jobs, so they'll all be doing something while I have nothing. The only thing I can really look forward to is going to Louisiana. Which I dont look forward to at all. Its going to be horrible. The whole thing will just be praising Mindy on getting into my grandmas fave college. Moving Mindy into the new wonderous college! FUCK MINDY! Ugh, I get so sick of her accomplishments. I hope I get to stay with Courtney when they're moving Mindys ass into ULM. Not having Mindy around is going to suck though. I can already tell that family life is going to go down into a hellhole. And we'll probably end up moving. I just cant fucking wait.
I wish I was number one. It would be a nice change for a bit. I guess I'm just selfish though. You cant be number one to everyone. But it would be really nice.
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[25 Mar 2004|06:14pm] |
Theres a point in time where you realize how much you miss the way things used to be.
Thank you for being there for me.
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[19 Mar 2004|10:17pm] |
This is what happens when your boyfriend wants to change who you are...
( This is gay )
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[09 Mar 2004|06:10pm] |
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Holy fuck I'm queasy. Am I the only person in the world who thinks theyd feel a million times better if they just threw up? I think in the mean time I'm going to take a bath. Baths always fix everything. I'm not quite sure why. I guess I'm obsessive compulsive about taking baths. Like...I just feel better when I'm alone and clean...or something
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